Most of you loyal readers know that we are back Stateside now. As Brooke alluded to on Facebook, one good part about traveling abroad as a resident is that we’re accustomed to flipping our days and nights, and a few hours of sleep is now enough for us to function somewhat normally. Two days after returning home, I was mostly back to normal. Well, maybe my time zone is still somewhere over the Atlantic.
It’s strange coming back to Medicine as I knew it. During M&M at the VA, we had a lengthy discussion about TIPS in end stage liver disease. I remember that very few places in India even have the capabilities to do that. We’re also back to a point where we get indignant if we don’t get chemistries back in hours, where we can get a C-reactive protein faster than a renal panel, and where CT scans are the norm.
Our ID statements on HIV inpatients include most recent CD4 counts (usually done last week), and we entertain the possibility of micafungin in chemotherapy patients.
In my physical exams, I was much more careful to palpate for nodes, tried to identify the heart lesion causing the murmur, and yes, even looked for peripheral nerve inflammation.
I’m definitely feeling the burden of whitewashing the experiences. People don’t want to hear every single detail, but everyone wants to know “how was it?!”
And life goes on…